Things I can do to make this more interesting

Haw. I'll just start listing things off immediately.

-Write away from the computer and paste it.
-Leave questions for the audience.
-Include more quotes/excerpts, and comment on them.
-Don't make the text all look the same.
-Include pictures, and comment on them too.
-Be more spontaneous and not perfectionist.
-Include random "useful" facts, like function of eyebrow is to prevent perspiration from getting in eyes.

Okay. Go.

What are you, the reader, going to do to make as much money as possible? Doesn't the thought fill you with unease, not knowing for sure? It does for me.

I found that reading something encouraging (self help) and smart makes me think better in the moment. Sure it's never enough to make me brave enough to take direct action, but it can certainly result in indirect action. Like writing down whatever ideas appear. It's not something I do often. But it's something that everyone should do all the time.

So I'll do it while writing this, but another time. Cuz I'm scared to currently. Of course I'll always be scared when I'm not doing it. I should be thankful that I'm not scared WHILE doing it too. So I am. When I remember to be.

Things I would like to do, even though I usually don't feel like it
-Run (I hate using the exercise bike. It's infinitely boring, nomatter what speed.), to see if I can increase my asthma tolerance for it...gradually of course.
-Swim (have not done so for...10 years?), and learn to.
-Go ta cawlij ta be a cownsalur (go to college to be a counselor. I've had 3, or rather 5, counselors since birth, some official, some not. They seemed to be happy enough.)
-Maximize my funnyness. I know, it's probably funniness. But you know which is "funnyer."
-Stop being afraid to tawk to peepole!! (talk to peepole), which is a totally general statement but of course what I mean is to say whatever I feel like unless it's bad. And say hi hows your life.
-Some things
-Oh no, is the phone ringing again?
-Shave off my must ash. But I did. Well, I hafta keep doing it or it'll grow back. But it's easy.
-Stop being so tempted by intricate dramatic deep shocking profound subtle transcendent layered ingenious fiction, by far my most enjoyed solitary pastime and something I could easily spend the majority of the rest of my waking hours in all of life doing if I let myself, or so I currently perceive. (Xenogears, Planescape: Torment, A Song of Ice and Fire, Dune, RahXephon) I've been pretty much abstinent from it for several months, but the draw is always present.
-Heartshaped o saurus. Oh, but that's such an uncomfortable topic for me, I shouldn't have even said it. But I don't specifically WANT ppl to think I'm not interested in "having a gf." I am.

That list will be alright for the time being. Isn't this blog kind of unfocused? Hey, why don't you email me jgrzldjb@yahoo.com. That'll be happy.

My fears are dumm

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Wait, I just noticed something. I AM a frownclown. I'm too bad at explaining why, but.